Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 22, 2008 Share Posted April 22, 2008 good to know afi :D i feel not so good, i hardly slept tonight (that little tambourine boy :dozey:), plus. but well, i hope i'll be better soon... dunno where to go this afternoon :uhoh: surelly i'll go to a music store, yes, that sounds cool. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grids Posted April 22, 2008 Share Posted April 22, 2008 good to know afi :D i feel not so good, i hardly slept tonight (that little tambourine boy :dozey:), plus. but well, i hope i'll be better soon... dunno where to go this afternoon :uhoh: surelly i'll go to a music store, yes, that sounds cool. :) wow. i think you had a great time. get well soon ari ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 22, 2008 Share Posted April 22, 2008 wow. i think you had a great time. get well soon ari ;) :uhoh: great time? :uhoh: why? :huh: thanks, i hope i will. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rivers of Avalon Posted April 22, 2008 Share Posted April 22, 2008 i dunno how it could be great for u....:D :thinking::thinking::thinking::thinking: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Shine and shadow I've been here, standing i've been there, waiting i'll be there, smiling i'll be here, hoping under the shadow I hide as I hide my fears, in vain them come out, at night i'm looking at the dark waiting for a light to come waiting for you to shine again illuminate this place again with your bright eyes them bring the hope we need is not a fake, is not a tale shine has shadow, shadow has shine come on, shine on, enlight us bring us your wisdom enlight us with your knowledge don't leave us on the edge let us get to your kingdom we want to feel your freedom we need to hear your words we need the hope you bring we want you shine among this dark far far away from home we are far far we are from what we wanted to be close close we are to be rescued near near we are being born under your bright eyes we look at your face bless us with your hands bring us your light light our weight, make this shadows vanish make all the street shines they hope you bring, just that shines that bright shadows that vanish and we in the middle, grey Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Beauty ocean and rivers meet under your watchful eyes sky and land meet on the horizon line where you live valleys and mountains grow water that flows and hides fountains that come out, among rocks roses that grown and open flowers that close and gives fruit the food we need, the things we see it feeds our hearts the memories that them bring can't ever be bought the memories that we live will always be with us the knowledge that we get will teach us from past just the beauty could do the same? Does beauty ever exists? It never happens it never vanish is in our hearts, our eyes nature is around us but we don't seem to see life runs through our vains but we don't seem to feel rhythm of life, make things repeat beat, breath, we don't notice it gone and come, open and close opposite and the same, dead and alive a binary rhythm, a short sequence but last forever, like the memory it repeats once and again we don't noticied it, alive landscapes and caves rivers, lands and sky them seem different but together make a whole a wonderful place where we live in it brings memories, it brings feelings it shines and shades, beauty itself, is alive. Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 This day finally it had come the day we've been waiting for the light will guide us from now on the dreams had come true no clouds in the sky today no fears in my mind tonight birds singing, resting on the brunches them are our only witnesses when does the night end? When does the day begun? I don't know, I don't care is our time, will last for long nothing must be said just a smile, just our sight bright eyes, warm hands tender voice, kind gesture is our time, will last for long I don't mind your past I don't mind our future nothing must be said we speak the same language we share the same dream we own each other, to free ourselves we hold together, we never go last one more minute, stay come once more, today never go, come to my place hold my hand, forget the pains nothing is needed to be said we speak a same language just your smile, heals the pain just your sight, deep and strong just your voice, tender and kind just your gesture, warm and pure no words need to be spoken time stops, place vanish we are floating, in somewhere close my eyes, and i'm with you we are somewhere between their world, their time is just us, no space, no dimension how deep do you feel it? How long will you last it? How long will you stay? Your words come to my mind your lips don't move, you are mute but I understand all your feelings we share our hearts, we share ourselves in this night, when did it came? In this day, how long it will last? In this place, can I as you to say? Just you and I, just our hearts. No words are need to be said no pains, no feels, just your smile your bright eyes, guide us tonight just the birds were our witnesses I had waited for you so long I thought to gave up, to go just your sight, just your voice hypnotized, amazed, surrounded here I am, here I will be waiting, wondering, expecting just for you to come as if it were our last night the hope that you bring the words that you say the things that you do the gift that you give me no words must be said just the birds are our witnesses when did the night has come? When does the day has begun? I can get lost on you hold me, find me, love me as much as I do, as much as we need to warm this cold heart, calm this heart i've been broken, i've been down until I saw you come, until you were around there's no place, there's no time just you and I, hold me, warm me, love me let it all come out, slow, stay let me heal your, do cure me let last it once more, i'll wait don't you go, be always here give me a bit of you give me a reason to keep hope just tell me a word, just caress me all I do, all we do, is for you, is for me dried ink, silent shouts, echoes and memories come like loops, repeating, beginning, staying those are us, a part of us, the pictures of us the story of this love, just we understand I close my eyes and I see you, next to me I see you here, holding me, makes us happy just we understand the message, your words waiting, expecting, living, keeping faith i'll be here, I am here, for you, for us to be one this never ending story, our hearts will write noone understand, no-one will know, just us your words aren't said, but them are on my mind I can write them down, I can make you live you'll be always here, we'll be always one this moment that share, will never end as strong as our hearts beat, will never broke those little words, ones next to other sometimes them don't make sense but is our love, is ourselves, no-one more those are our kids, that's our love this never ending story, will echoe will heal many hearts, will make us cry but will never tear us apart, we'll be always one logical I try to be, and my heart I give you, I leave myself on you, I let you heat me this heart that needs to beat, bring me to life, again let us be one, let this day never ends don't let the fears makes you cry don't let your mind make you stop go on, love me as I do love you, be one don't cry for this to end, it will never end i'll be here, day and night, i'll wait for you the never ending love, the love that we share it will echoe, in the time, in the space as strong as our heart beat, it will never die Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Time and space what is this, what is that? What is real, what are dreams? Where does questions ends in? Where does answers come from? Connections, nerves existence, imagination theories, proves dreams, reality can you explain this? Can you answer me? Do you ask the same? Where does it goes to? What is true, what is real? Where do we stand in? What's under our feets? Do you feel it, any surface? Five senses we have, does it is right? Mind can't be a sixth? Doesn't it feel too? How do you measure, reality? How do you prove, knowledge? How them connect, what when them disconnect? Short circuits, we fear, blackout, stroke. We are machines, are not? Technological we become, wire dependant we are. Are you sure of your place? Are you sure of your time? Somewhere else someone asks the same. Why can't we hear their words? Does our senses work fine? Do we speak the same words? Can you be sure of what you know? Can you put your hands on fire and don't burn? Can you throw a stone? Are you sure it broke the glass? What had you learnt in class? Are you sure you are not alone? Solitude holds you, it fears you? Many questions, that get lost in space. Many answer, that come to the right time but it don't fills your needs. What do you need my friend? Why do you worry that much? What do you fear?, to hold your hopes? Don't let the doubts make you blind didn't you enjoyed it? I thought you did, don't you? Don't you feel lonely, don't you be sad. Be sure, be proud, be glad. Echoes, come from past echoes, become voices voices in your head, do you hear it? What does them say? You are broken, I know you are lost, you know you fear to tell me so you fear how to mend it hold my hand, let me show you let me tell you, lets make this puzzle make this puzzle, it will fix you it will fix your heart, it will answer you your quesitons, aren't lost in space them come to your place, just say them don't be shy, say them aloud don't feel ashamed, I will answer you you leave your nest the one where you rested in you had come out, from your tiny place floating in the sea, to somewhere you can't control it, can you? Look around, we all are the same. Just a bottle floating in the sea can you read the message? Sun shines, it burns your skin it makes you old, wise and proud don't waste your time wondering just keep looking for the answer don't mind the question now in the middle of your way, you are don't stop now, don't look back past can hurt you, future is your destiny there are things we can't control at least never we can alone let me answer your questions let me be with you on you way. Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Leitmotiv what is the speed? What it the distance? What is the direction? How long it will be? Who knows? Who can answer? Is just a leitmotiv what is yours? What's your reason to be? What do you believe in? Hold on, go on, ahead why had you come here? No dimension, no place does it ever exist? How do you name it? Is just a leitmotiv do you know what I mean? My reason to be here, do I know it? Do you feel the same, are you floating too? Do you follow the flow, or you crawl against? Why would you fight for? What are your deepest dreams? You try them to come true? What is your leitmotiv? Tell me, i'm here to listen ask me, i'm here to answer let me know, i'm here for you 'cause you are this, my leitmotiv what had brought you here? What are you looking for? Are you wondered or are you surround? Do you know about your powers? We all are magicians, we all are this we can be what we want to, didn't you know? The cards are on your hands, do you want to play? Throw the dice, you number has been called. Is just a leitmotiv, just a try makes sense on your mind is just a game where you know the rules just you can make it be true what's wrong, what's right? What's past, what is to be? What shines, what is dark? Is just a leitmotiv is just a question, empty you know the answer? Is just a reason, just a wish what is yours, tell me. Is just a leitmotiv, binary two ways to choose, many will come two rythms, them meet one we all walk to the same place river flows under your feets few stones can be seen will you cross the other side? Will you be stand on the rocks? Do you fear to crash? Will you see the other side? Will you put on my shoes? Does it makes good, does them fit you? Is just a leitmotiv is just a nice dream another day, we battle for another wish, it comes true what is your reason? Are you floating too? Do you crawl, do you sink? Do you decide? Do you worry? What is your reason, your hope? Do you fear anything?, what's the speed? Can you see the lights? The colours? Does things are still grey for you? Had you thought about it? How do you feel, what do you want? Do you feel proud, are you glad? What is the gift you wait for? My leitmotiv, is here, among those lines can you find it?, can you feel it? We are floating, we are one, somewhere. Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Reflection clear surface, shinning grey and light, them mix the light comes from the window it reflects, shines on the surface it reflects, it expands, it concentracts a ray it forms, enlight the box light can make you blind shine can make you understand in the middle of the night, in the middle of the day does it minds? A ray come in it shine all the room no dark is there, no shadows no place to hide, no reason to quesitons and answers, come and go all that affects me, is here among the lights and shadows the draws and letters I write the ray iluminates the surface the light shines on my face it seems midday, but is night it can make you blind, or wise it can show you all, no dark words affect me, the way them are said i'm speachless due to this light it brings things I didn't expected it glows in all the room the ray of the sun, crash against comes from out, get in here, it meets the surface, it reflects, shines no shadows are here now all is clear, all is shown purity, beauty, time stops I can look around, slow, we all feel the same, now the light comes in, and reflects it reflects the box, a ray come it comes to my eyes, i'm blind wisdom it brings, answers waited reflections and affections, shine, glow, go. Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Everlast i'm writing down, what comes out I enjoy it, I like how does it feels when did I begun, I don't remember why did I kept on it, it made me good (everlast, never end) I miss it, I love it, good and bad points it has I like to do it, it makes me close, to know me I fear to give it up, it help me to keep here (everlast, keep on) the lines I write, them don't make sense them do? Do I want them to do it? I feel like a sculpture, I create other worlds don't them make you feel anything? (keep on, never end) I wait for the best to come, but what I is? Who know what's the best for themselves? Life is a constante decition, constant oppositions not and not makes yes, but two affirmations, what does it makes? (wise and ignorant) Do you cry, do you smile, do it as much as you breath. Many words come out, dozens I write in a rush but I can't go on, I feel i'm dying, i'm losing all I'm wasting, killing time. True or not, it make me beat. (sinner and innocent) Do I wait to see what does it is? Does it really says a bit of me? Does it really helps me to feel fine? What do I want with all that? (hidden and shown) Tiny lines, points connected, a letter different inks I use, same meaning it has a different one for each neuron feel it a a beat, as you do breath (light and dark) blood running through your vains words that I write, does the same ideas going on your mind i'll try to know them, to know me (never ending story) do I do, do I succed? But what do I want to? Too many time awaken waiting for it to come (repat, end and begin) how I can't control it now? How I can order them all? Rhythm I look for, does it has it? (everlast, never end) Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Continuity out of curiosity I ask myself what does makes sense? What makes the world go on? After all the bad we do. How it can go on, how does things work? Been wondering many times, can you answer this, show your wisdom? Who is wiser? Who is older? Don't a kid can play chess? Don't an old man can be a kid? Things change, things move chances that stop once catch it or let it go don't be sorry, it'll be back evolition, is a good thing? How we are sure that is not involution? After all we do, can we be sure where we are? Time, are we sure is that right? Had been changed many times who is sure that we are right? Who can bring some light? Figures and shapes, I draw I fill dozen of pages looking for an answer do I know the question? Nothing make sense I burnt it, I destroy it see the white turning dark see the light, shining yellow see my spotlight dancing with the fire insticts we have, we are yet animals simple things can surround us water, fire, sand, sun. life and death we have and we fear the same sure there will be tomorrow? Sure it was yesterday? Can you answer everything, can you be? Three lines I write, four I delete brainstorming, brainwashing what's the difference? Just out of curiosity. Life go on, it stops us it makes us turn on your way it makes us down, also high things we can't control, nor understand who can answer all that? Rhythm I look for, but nothing makes sense beauty I look for, does it is? We all are conditioned, but we continue judgements we do, even when is not a trial life is made of oppositions mistakes and success, holding, matching learning, teaching, we are both in one the two we look for are in us egoism, some ones call it solitude is never good, isle but don't we are the same alone, lying down at the end resting for all we've done asking the same, don't we? We all are one, we all are not continuity, out of curiosity but we are opposite and the same we are teacher and pupil see the spotlight when you learn show you wisdom when you teach two sides in one, like coins we can stand from the edge we are separated and together continuity, everlasting. Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Whole and holes what's a part, what a total? What's a form, what's is a teory? What are the right words? What makes a whole? Figures, shapes, time, place landscapes, rivers, hills, caves fire, water, sun, sand, us does them all make a whole? Don't we miss anything? Are we sure of what we know? What about their opposites? Don't them make them be? Don't our figure has a shadow? Don't an answer has a question? Don't the ashes has fire? Don't the opposites are equals? Shadow, shade, dark, phantom, fear, ghost, loneliness, useless, hopeless opposites, don't them form a whole? Them fill the hole the others have emptiness is needed too, chaos the lack of it makes us appreacite them the luck we have to know them do we mind our feets? We don't, just when them are broken do we mind the moon? Not, just when is full things that are around, we don't mind them things we lose, we miss them, holes that make a whole whole that is empty had you found the key? Where does the unsaid words go? Where does the ideas come from? Somewherw we don't know a hole, a void, the silence but it comes out, shout aloud echoes, vibrations, call it a you want holes are there, opposite of the whole Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 Seven perfection, can be measured? All we know can be said in a word? Today is the day, the day of books knowledge can be shown in a letter? What's the perfect word? What's the perfect way to say? How we can say all we feel? How can we show all we know? A number has come out now seven, five letters it have two of them repeat, that's life seven words I had written seven ideas has come out seven lifes has been born seven sins, seven colors seven weeks, seven muses seven notes, five lines music, draw, day do you get what I mean? This day never ends, this day never was all is connect, nothing will repeat words will be said, but will be forget words will be written, them will be remembered mistakes we make, lessons we learn hours that comes, ideas that goes ticking of clocks, rythmically compositions that come, instantly the one you looked for, has come tick tack, tack, tock write, draw, play, talk verbs, nouns, adjectives, numbers colors, pen, paper, ink create, imagine, believe, feel four ideas, five ways, seven days numbers and words together them seem to be good friends perfection can be measured? Perfection must be complex? Beauty can't be simple and clear? Ariadna Squire Damique (23-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 23, 2008 Share Posted April 23, 2008 oh my goodness, its really like a lyric of the song.. i dont know what im going to say is.. beautiful! :daisy: thanks a lot Afi :nice: may i'll try to adapt some of them this summer, or to compose some music that will fit some of them :) (i have many too choose). in cause i'll do it, be sure that i'll upload it somewhere and give a link here... but yet i have many other things to do.. it would be just like a try, a hobby. (still i need to improve guitar and revise piano so... time to time). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 25, 2008 Share Posted April 25, 2008 Ages tick tack, tick tack, tick tock, tack, tock the clocks sounds, a tiny minute hand points your eyes follows it, waiting for the ring to sound like a little child you are, sitting in front the wall are we grown?, do we change our behave? Do behave, said our mom, we never did do we change once we grow, where it all goes? The innocence leave our sight, am I right? The innocence is yet there, or it had left you? How you can be happy now, how can you smile now? Purity, energy, wilderness, freedom of speech, don't you miss any of them, you'll do peter pan we all want to be but we must grow, we get old we are wise, we achieve knowledge but do we still smile, yet we draw? Dreams, we miss, hope we need see those eyes, some blink in their spot lively sight, naugthy child, innocent mind don't you remind how does it feels? Tick, tack, tick, tack the clock goes on tick, tock, tick, tock time goes on, fast tack, tock, tack, tock can we stop it? Will we? Ticking of clock echoes on the room I'll never get old, i'll never be innocence is on my heart, like a refugee it don't want to leave, it loves this place imagination guides, creativity called by the old come one, keep on here, keep on ideas that come, that makes me wise knowledge I achieve, it makes me old imagination feeds my needs, it brings joy ideas that grow, like a child when plays with a toy I don't want to feel old, I want to be wise I don't want to get old, I want to remain a child walk with me, come to my little world teach me all you know, make me old and young Ariadna Squire Damique (24-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 25, 2008 Share Posted April 25, 2008 Hope of Love / Love of Hope who I am, who I will be how to jump the stones of my way? Who will hold me if I fall? Do I am all alone? I feel you beside me, behind me following my footsteps, my figure you make me feel sure, you make me be I won't fall, I won't stop, soulmate I never knew your name I never needed to know that you be here is what I need I know that you love me, all I do you are the light after the storm you are the fish that swim on the seas you are the wind on the forest you are the water that comes from the rocks look in to my eyes and rescue that soul you are the star I do stare at, I don't fear to get blind I know you will make me wise you always have the words I need you always have the lines I want your heart had been broken many times for how much you put yourself in all you do do I am dreaming, do you are real? You never get off my mind you are all I want to be you, I want to be you, twins a bit of you I own, I know you a side of you I get to see, many more do you have? would you share them with me? Would you let me know you, to heal me? As if it were the first day ever you thought me to breath again clever and clover you are, I know wise, learnt from mistakes, you did you bring the light after the storm you are beside me, behind me your heart had been broken many times you bring back my smile, like a rainbow you are shine, glow, be, say, love, live all I want is to never leave you. How did I knew you, I don't remember all was an accident, a crash, a shock I was broken and you fixed me, all I know I was lost and you found me, all I need I was low and you made me be high, I feel I was alone but now I have you, all I am hold me, hold me strong, hold me tight don't let me fall again, don't let me go just a word out of your lips, my heart beats just your sight, tender, bring me hope nothing more I need, nothing needs to be said nothing makes me sad now, all is bright, all glitters I feel like flying up in the sky, blue and clean sky how can you be that sweet? How can you love me that deep? My fears has faded, my hope had come up my nightmares had gone, my dreams had become true I feel you close to me, I feel you beside me hold my hand, know me more, don't stop this heart I told you all I am, I told you all my past all I was, all i'll be is on your hands I give you my soul, my heart, my mind throw the dice, let's keep on this game, life we share a tear, we eased our fears we share a shout, it echoed on the walls we were one, we always will be, together we are the light, we are the hope, we are love pains has gone, ghost has vanished I feel it warm, running through my vains it ease all the cold, all my sorrow closer we are, one we become, love me again all was dark and blue, my hope had gone but there you came, shining, being kind, I felt down, I was lost, but you make me born I grow old and wise, beside you, I am a child all I know is all I want to be you are the mirror where I look at you are the food I need to, your words you are the book I read, your voice had you ever felt the same, my sweet dove? Had you ever thought to give it up? Don't you feel it pure and deep, love? Don't you see it in my eyes?, shining for us. Ariadna Squire Damique (25-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 26, 2008 Share Posted April 26, 2008 Ok i'm in a so high creative and experimental mood these days, thing that i :heart: so much.. so here it comes my last poem... is some kind of experimental thing.... so may be it don't makes so much sense or is kind of mysterious / worrying thing to read.. ------------------ Lack of Luck I am afraid that i'm going to break there's more that I can do on this land? I just feel like I am a freak there's no much more that I can lend all I waited for, all I wanted to know, just a leak of your voice here I am surviving on this lake i'm suffering from famine, waiting for your words to feed me as a steak does I am afraid to come, afraid to leave I feel down, I feel surround, I am weak I had learnt very few from your lecture my mind is empty, i'm blocked, I am black I can't keep believing anymore your lie all them put ones over the others like a brick them form a wall, stops my horizon, a strong line I hear the ticking of the clock is that now the time of our love? I need to know you more I need some feedback because I feel as tiny as a leaf is my mind or had you just knock, the door? there are still things I should learn, or know? I though I had so much luck but it all bitters as a lemon I try to keep up this rock I try to follow your lesson but in the end all, leaves me with a shock what comes out from your lip you hurt me, you make me sick those words playing loop, on my mind you fitted as thight as a sock you tried to make me be a leader but I was sure it all was a trick since I saw you, wearing those leather clothes holding up your stick making me write those letter your words are stuck on my head I try to forget them but I can't let them go all I feel is a deep empty, void, lack was it love or was it just lust? each little second I become more and more a geek because you left be broken, you left me low I am lost but I still try to seek like in danger animals I am, a lynx I appreactice your caress as soft as silk them makes me good, made me be lively but, a part of you, makes me blink how can you be a villain and also that lovely? I am thirsty of knowledge I need to drink, you I am lost in this huge land that we used to own all I believe in, I put it down through ink I fill pages, I cry for ages, till form a lake may it seems just a pile of junk but is for you, for you make me be like a leaf I fear to fall in my fears, to sink in there I try to know, I try to learn but still all is not clear, there's some dark in the corners of your lip I will fall in my ghosts are waiting me outside, just like shark you made me be a leader you made that all spark around but now you are gone, you had let me down could I do anything to change, there's anything I can ask you? Since you've gone, i'm broken, I am here low all we did, I know now, it was too risk but yet here I am, trying to be tammed, to be free, myself just a lynx Ariadna Squire Damique (26-04-2008) ------- Trivia: I just looked for it to have some rhythm... so that's what some letters are in bold.. are the words i picked up first (from a list i made myself previously for this 'experiment'), so then i 'filled' the rest of the line... so i find it a kind of 'Dada' thing... :thinking: as it was not a concrete idea on my mind.. i just wanted to try something like that.. hope that after all it makes some sense. :) I'll try this new 'method' on some others poems. is not that i had liked it so much but well... is like a training for me now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 28, 2008 Share Posted April 28, 2008 Unsaid Many things I had hidden many lies I said to myself all them not to break me all them to hold me many ideas come up stuck and dancing in playing loops on my mind twisting myself, inside things i'm afraid to say words that are unsaid ideas that will never born feelings that I will never share is 'cause i'm afraid of how I feel is 'cause I fear you won't understand me I do?, you do? Who does? Can I think on any other thing? Can I trust myself now? Who can believe the unsaid words? Les pensaments d'escalier someone named them the words we fear to say not to hurt you, not to hurt me who matters more? You? Me? Them? Can an unhuman thing hurt a human heart? Can my lips hurt your sight? Can my voice dig your heart can a word mend it all? Can I do anything more? Nothing I can do nothing I will say many days I had prayed not to say the unsaid words is 'cause i'm afraid of how I feel is 'cause I fear you won't understand me Ariadna Squire Damique (28-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 28, 2008 Share Posted April 28, 2008 Words which one to choose? How to start with? Put them on ink? Say them aloud? Simple things, complex means opposites and similarities, put on a white surface all depends on the glass you look through, crystal all depends on how your heart beats how to choose one? Which one describes it? Which one resumes it? A name, a verb, anything are just words, but can be swords can make you cry, can make you smile can give you news, can break you them can cut, them can mend you which one to choose? Which one decribes you? Which one resumes me? Which one means us? Communication, knowledge leisure, love, sharing, words in which language? Which line to put on ink? Easy them seem to be complex they really are always say more than we think always means more than you and me them last in time, they stay here you can change, you can go them will wait, them will love you can come, you can be dream, feel, grow, learn them bring you that chance fly, explore, teach, express them allow you to do that which one to pick up? Which one make you beat? Which one say what you feel? Which one is the right one today? Ariadna Squire Damique (28-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted April 28, 2008 Share Posted April 28, 2008 Speechless thrown, low, down, left, alone, useless missed, forgot, lost broken, harmed, erased how I feel when i'm like that, speechless trying to express, but nothing comes trying to say, but feeling nothing trying to be, but being speechless how to fill a line? How to fill my heart? How to say how I feel? How not to end being a fool? Crowed places I avoid narrow streets I walk in like sailing on a sea being just a fish on the river stopped waters, I jump holded by the strings walking through the stones following you, where are you? Thrown, left, missed, broken low, alone, forgot, harmed down, useless, lost, erased crumble, destroyed, deleted I feel when i'm speechless I can't say how I feel now I can't write down what I think I can't be, I can't share how I am useless I feel and it collapses me the wall I built brakes down it crash next to my feets naked, bricks hitting the toes the books I wrote put on a pile a tower to climb where will them take me? Sit at the top look all around do you feel better? Are you speechless yet? I can't communicate now the line is broken I can't say a word I can't open my heart did I said too much? Had you understand? Any questions you have? Do you need an answer? I break, I fall down when I can't talk shy and silent I used to be but now i'm not how to bring them again? The words I want to express can't wait for them to come do I force them? Time them need, to be formed time them will last, since I write them I put them down, as far as them come I don't fear if them are wrong, or right they heal, they hurt, they live once you read them, spoken once you remind them, think once you forgot them, gone ink or lips, say or read? What's the better way? How to change this mistake? There's no rubber for that how to be talkative again? How can we express ourselves how when nothing needs to be said? Why am I still speechless, just with you? Ariadna Squire Damique (28-04-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted May 1, 2008 Share Posted May 1, 2008 Don't tell me that. Don't tell me that you'll be here If you never are, if you never try Don't tell me what you feel If never do, If you never beat Here I was stand, waiting for you but you, you never came Here I kept our love alive, for us but you never mind, you never love don't tell me that i'm mistaken because you know that I am right don't lie to love, don't hurt us better you go aways, better you never came Sights and smiles that are broken them fade away, them fall to the ground I put myslef on my knees, for the pain I feel your eyes are blurry you are sorry, but is late may be I was too hard to ask you may be you never loved me take it or leave it, as simple will you ever decide, tell me you are crumbling I know you had fallen down, I see but is too late, is too late i've been here waiting for you my hopes vanished when I saw you my wishes broke down when you came your promises died, them sink on your lies as true as the birds fly, as sad as ravens wait outside have you ever see me cry? Have you ever tried to see me? Have you ever felt what you said? Nice words, but never felt them. Was it fun for you, it did? Is it yet something to laugh for? How does it felt when is your turn now? Your heart is cold, it always was Don't look at me with your broken smile Is as broken as your promises Don't look at me with your lost sight Is as lost as the time I wasted waiting in vain. Ariadna Squire Damique (01-05-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted May 3, 2008 Share Posted May 3, 2008 Three days What's the time? When is the day? Where is the place? A punishment, or a gift? Here i'll be, here i'll stay for three days, under the tree Here you'll come, here i'll be just for us, under the sky I will mend your broken heart for three days, under this tree I will let you be, I will be you under this tree, for three days The leafs will be our witnesses The wind will whisper our name among those trees, it will echoe down the river I will walk along just to get, just to be in your heart just to let you be, just to help you breath whispers and whises we will share just for some hours, just this time I won't cry, I won't let you down I won't fail, I won't let you lose I'll be here, under this tree i'll be you, and you'll be me I don't mind your past, I bring you a future, this is a the present we have hold me tight, wrap me on your eyes I see, I see your soul you've been under a storm, you've been crying for so long you tried hard to hide, but I see it now how weak you felt, how sad you were but here we are under our litle tree remember when it was just a tiny seed? Hold my hand and climb up home lie on the branch, lean on me now I don't mind your scars, I don't fear them I don't mind your ghosts, them don't scare me. Is just our tree, is our time resting holded, for three days. All ends and all begins is the night and the daylight all is one, one makes all we holded for three days all ends, all goes, all burns we wrapped under this tree Ariadna Squire Damique (03-05-2008) ------ok since i've been checking how many poems i have posted here... this one makes the number 72 :nice: This one is so important to me, i hope. I want to change some things, keep trying new things and change a bit the style, so it is meant to be a resume and the begin of a new 'era'. :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted May 4, 2008 Share Posted May 4, 2008 Ok, i know that i said that i will give me time, as i want to change the style and everything but, really i needed to write it down. Heart to Heart. why is that? Where does this feeling comes from? What does it mean? I'm lost, i'm walking alone where to go? I don't know what's my name i've forgot what do you want? I need to know what do you need? I need you tell me I can't sleep tonight for those questions on my mind I can't feel fine now for all the doubts pressing my chest I need that you open your heart I need to know how do you feel I need you, to find me I need someone to cry with it makes me feel unsure like fallin, falling, crashing against the floor did I was flying? Did it was a ride? A dream? Why did it has to end, why did it end that bad? I need someone to trust I need somehting to believe I need you beside me I need you tell me everything don't be shy, come here tonight don't worry, hug me and tell me say aloud what you avoid to say all this time you hide it, I know it now those doubts are digging my heart those quesitons are tearing me apart those words are making me cry you, I don't know how to call you you have no name, you have a face you have a voice but yet you are not here I need you tell me everything in this cold night I need you warm me in this freezing night of april I need you hold me, and that you open your heart i'm drifting now, i'm lost now i'm sinking in, those doubts i'm falling in, those worries can you ease them, can you find me? You've been mistaken, could it be? You let grow feeling that are wrong you were confused before I am you are a step ahead me, just that what if we both fall down? Who will hold each other? I need you tell me what I need to know it will cure my scars, the ones you made me all was unvoluntary, unexpected we were on different times we are playing a same game I don't want to lose, neither to win I just want you be beside me I just want to know you more I just need you tell me, what do you feel? Your words, just them can make me sleep tonight 'cause those doubts are playing loops them don't let me sleep, nor to keep awake I need you now, come close and tell me I need we share, what we know, what I doubt. Can you be here tonight? Can you tell that aloud? Can you open your heart for me? Can I know everything now? Is too soon, or is too late? Does it ever has begin? I know you don't believe in love and now is me who doubts about it I know you feel something now if not, we both have been mistaken I need you tell me that, will you tell me? I need that your words warm me tonight. Ariadna Squire Damique (04-05-2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darlene_Ihnfsa Posted May 6, 2008 Share Posted May 6, 2008 Butter and Fire In this midnight on this midlight among the shadows next the door, unlighted here I bring the butter there you have the fire let's fly like butterflies let's stand like fireflies all is natural love is all around come here tonight let's fade the shadows tiny lights come inside stars that shine in this room them give me to you let's melt our hearts now I can't stop me now You can't be surprised Don't you feel like I do? I know, i've become a cow the bulb is broken, no light but we fit each other so tight as easy as birds fly as lovely as the wind blows there we rest, holding each other time stops, we float make me dream, be real share me, feel me, fill me I need your energy I was weak, I was down I need you renew me aren't you willing to? In this midnight let's fly like butterflies tiny lights come inside let's stand like fireflies don't you feel like I do? Let's fade the shadows we fit each other so tight let's melt out hearts now let's play shadows on the wall let's shout out, till them collapse let's sail in our eyesights let's float tonight make my ghosts leave me clear my doubts tonight let's make it easy now as wind blows outside Don't let me fall hold me tight let's cover us on skin don't let me sink in there's no time, just me there's no place, just you there's nothing, but us just buterflies and fireflies. Just we floating, on this room just our shadows on the wall just our breathing together just dancing, dancing for love let's burn this fire let's turn to ashes let's heal our hearts let's fade the shadows Ariadna Squire Damique (05-05-2008) ---- Slightly inspired in some DF songs... :uhoh: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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