Why does it come on like this?

 

I hope it doesnt last long.

 

I've been so happy and content, consistently, for such a long time, and tonight, something just hit me. I dont even know what it is, it feels like its dug under my ribcage, that sinking feeling.

 

I feel, fucking awful.

 

Anyone else experience this at any time?

OMG... CONSTANTLY!!!

 

Just feeling sad for no exact reason. Being all good in the morning and feeling like crap at night. Yeah, i can relate to that.

Usually i try to stay positive and happy, but sometimes i cant help feeling sad... and usually i dont even have a real reason. and to me that is the worst case, coz usually when i have a reason to be sad, happy things make me forget it, when im sad for no reason i can never get out of it easily...

Yeah a lot!

 

Normally I listen sad music,cause that's the way I feel better.

Is something I dont recommend,but that works for me!

Yeah tends to happen a lot......:(

Yeah! Thats it. But it hit me in a weird way tonight, unlike that.

 

But I was going out tonight to have a good night drinking and such, and somewhere along the line I just stopped, and just become completely unmotivated to do anything.

 

I couldnt dance, I couldnt talk, I couldnt drink, I barely moved.

 

I think it may be that girl I thought I'd really like, maybe.

maybe u actually liked her, instead of just THINKING u liked her?

maybe u actually liked her' date=' instead of just THINKING u liked her?[/quote']

 

Nope, I know I dont like her that much.

 

I guess I'm missing the fact that I thought I saw an opportunity at happiness and now that I'm wrong, I dont know what to do with myself.

i think you prob need someone else to fill in her space...

... or a bunch of girls to fool around :wink3:

:lol:

that happens all the time. it pisses me off. but ill get over it.

i think you prob need someone else to fill in her space...

... or a bunch of girls to fool around :wink3:

:lol:

 

Thats what I did for the last 5 months before her! And in trying to find another girl to fool around with last night, I realised that it just isnt the same. Its just not fulfilling.

Man, sorry to hear that.. know the feeling i'm feeling like shit atm but things get better by the day except when its about a aldy then its diff story and more painful.Trying to fool around with girls seemed to work long ago but not anymore, you kinda feel hollow after some time, or maybe its just me.. anyways, hope things get better for u reillo, cheer up *boy kisses*

I guess I'm missing the fact that I thought I saw an opportunity at happiness and now that I'm wrong' date=' I dont know what to do with myself.[/quote']

That's what happened to me some time ago...I try to be happy or at least show other people I really am, and many tell me I'm really positive, but I know I'm not positive at all inside, I just don't want to bore them with my unhappiness :smiley:

i got sad on the bus yesterday afternoon when i saw this guy Richie, whom i really like walking from his bus with his new girlfriend :( this really weird feeling came over me, so i layed down on my bag and closed my eyes and thought about cool stuff

At the time everyyhing seems fine in my life,but its the worst-I know that it'll change soon.When you feel good,you always expect smth bad coming.Thats why I'm so nevious now-everything's ok,and I'm waiting problems,so I'm not happy even now :\

Why does it come on like this?

 

I hope it doesnt last long.

 

I've been so happy and content, consistently, for such a long time, and tonight, something just hit me. I dont even know what it is, it feels like its dug under my ribcage, that sinking feeling.

 

I feel, fucking awful.

 

Anyone else experience this at any time?

 

 

YES.....YES......YES.........and yes.....damn......

 

the last weeks or even months....I felt really happy or let's say good.....

And then there was that point yesterday......

suddenly in school.......

I became sad.......didn't want to do anything....just sat there and didn't say much......I talk usually a lot in school......

We had music club rehearsal yesterday....but I hated it.....I had such a strange feeling....everythnig seemed to be bad or somethnig like that.....

 

and then I went to bed......listened to muisc....and suddenly....I don't know what it was......I heard the telephone ringing........I didn't want to hear it....it was almost 12 midnight......I put my fingers on my ears....so that I didn#t hear it....everyone was in bed but usually my parents have to hear it because they sleep close to the living room......

but somehow the telephon didn't ring.....my parents didn't mention it this morning.....

 

But at that point......I got so sad....because I was scared that something bad could have happened.....damn and my stomach hurt so much then.....

but when I realised there was nothing bad....I got sad again......

because I thought about death.....etc....etc.......

I had those thoughts so often when I was younger and it really made me sad.....

but yesterday at a day I was sad and then happened something like that....it made me sad again,........and thinking about death etc again.,......

 

today is again a day where i am not that happy.....I don't know.....but it is exactly like you said Reilly:

 

Sadness hit me like a wave!

 

 

 

 

And I think the telephone rang just in my mind!:huh:

Man' date=' sorry to hear that.. know the feeling i'm feeling like shit atm but things get better by the day except when its about a aldy then its diff story and more painful.Trying to fool around with girls seemed to work long ago but not anymore, you kinda feel hollow after some time, or maybe its just me.. anyways, hope things get better for u reillo, cheer up *boy kisses*[/quote']

 

Yeah Ren, its a hollow feeling.

 

But having friends around is good, I can get through when I have people to talk with. Just missing the consistent feeling of a girl in my life...

 

Sorry to hear that Julia, hopefully the sadness will kind of go away like it is for me. I'm gradually getting happier over the past few days.

Well..........Reilly.......it's getting better.........last few months I was in a good mood or happy because I realised what good friends I have.....and that I can really rely on them....don't know why this happened yesterday....

You said you miss a consistent feeling of a girl in your life........well.........

I think also miss someone in my life and that's in important factor......

I know I can rely on my friends.....

But the "number one" is somehow missing.....

I never really was someone's "number 1".....

I think this makes me sad most of the time......

I think yesterday this was also a factor......

So we are some kind of in the same boat maybe........

Why does it come on like this?

 

I hope it doesnt last long.

 

I've been so happy and content, consistently, for such a long time, and tonight, something just hit me. I dont even know what it is, it feels like its dug under my ribcage, that sinking feeling.

 

I feel, fucking awful.

 

Anyone else experience this at any time?

 

Yes, the past few weeks have been rough for me. I have fallen out with someone very dear to me. He was not only a friend, I went and developed feelings for him like the silly person I am, but he hurt me and I don't know if we can get past it. ARGH!