July 13, 200421 yr Aah, I'm feeling kinda alienated.. I've been a lot of time in front of this screen
July 13, 200421 yr im feeling pretty good me and the girl i like had a full out conversation and she wants me to sit next to her at church dope i feel like an idiot how come? :huh:
July 13, 200421 yr ^ not sure. I'm just so bored and come up with these stupid ideas :dozey: and didn't sleep well last night :( oh i'm just whining 'bout everything :rolleyes:
July 13, 200421 yr i'm sure you have a boyfriend you can cuddle with to help you sleep and if you dont have a boyfriend than whoa... are they gay over there? ideas about what? :confused:
July 13, 200421 yr no i don't have a boyfriend and i don't think they're all gays but they just seem to think i'm weird or somethn :dozey: i dunno. just feels like every idea i get is even more stupid than the previous one ( is that possible.. ? :dozey: ) :huh:
July 13, 200421 yr my ideas r like: x oh, i've got nuthn to do... maybe i'll phone my friend... oh she is in england now. x maybe i'll go see a movie!!! .......... with who and without money? x maybe i'll phone another friend ...... wait. i won't phone them 'cos they don't enjoy my company 'cos the last time i was hangin with them i just got heard how weird i am and how pathetic it is me to live married to my pc. ( well they weren't worth it anyways.. ) x i'll go shopping ......... but i'm not in a mood for that really. oh maybe my ideas aren't that bad but puttin them into action is another thing which keeps frustratin me 'cos they just don't work :dozey:
July 13, 200421 yr oh then my guess of what your ideas were is wrong... i dont really wanna hang out with my friends cuz they will get me to drink or something that i dont want to do.. i wish i had a few like really close friends you know?
July 13, 200421 yr I don't think I've ever done a "how do you feel today" post! :idea2: Hmm..I feel EXCITED because I'm going on a party bus on the weekend! Go me!! :D :D :D
July 13, 200421 yr oh then my guess of what your ideas were is wrong... i dont really wanna hang out with my friends cuz they will get me to drink or something that i dont want to do.. i wish i had a few like really close friends you know? i know what you mean. i've got one friend like that. i'd known her for 10 or somethn. but she is really then the only Friend i have. but i'll have to wait for her return. and the others.. well they're just like " oh why don't you smoke and drink and hang around us all day long? " i don't really see them as friends. and when i turn my back suddenly they think the most annoying bitch in the whole world. just 'cos i don't enjoy being their pawn.
July 13, 200421 yr :/ A couple of my friends like speed and I'm just like..that is soooo wrong for 16 year olds to be doing that. :confused: :confused:
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