Hi! Hey, does this thread feel more like a home to you now that you're a little bit "out"? :P

bump! hehe

I'm Valerie and I'm not a gay,but I support this thread too=)

Cool :) It's kinda disappearing, innit...sad.

hello

what ev' you write before i haven't all read :P

but im Nicole and i'm bi

Hey you :) Welcome to the thread.

Hows everyone doing today?

I'm okay today...apart from having thrown up last night and having slept like an hour and a half :P

hmm I'm here on the forum

talk to friends and prepare my oration ( I hate that)

in a week it must be finished

What are you doing it about?

about a book, better a bio :(

about martin luther king if you know

Yeah, sure I know it. So, how is your love-life, just to start about something random :P

:P

well i'm happy with my boyfriend

but the hardest is that he lives 900km far away from me :cry:

thats sometimes really hard...

Wow. :stunned: That's a big distance. Does he even live in Switzerland?

no... he lives in germany

really in th northgermany..by the north coast

That is really, really far away. How'd you meet him?

hmm so the first time my mother gets a very crazy idea :lol:

we decided within a few hours that we drive withe the car to him 'cause it was his birthday :D the best idea she everytime gets :lol:

the we drove for many many hours hmm i can't remember how much... and stayed there for just 3 days but the best 3 days of my life ^^

and then from christmas to new year he flew to me and stayd for a longer time... 9 days anyhow :D and the really best time for ever :D

but the next time we'll see us is just april :cry:

Again: wow. So how long have you known you're bi?

hmm thats a crazy story.... :lol: :lol:

since I know him ... no a bit later

since june 2005

How'd that happen :P

hmm do you wanna read a long story? :lol:

Always :D

I guess it is a really long story :P *waits*

soo hmm

first, he and me played an online game (ragnarok xD) there I met him first time

but there he had a female charakter....

and he told me and all others that hes a girl and gay :lol:

hmm and that for a long time...

and I felt in love with him...there I thought thats not possible to love someone over the internet...and never a girl

but there are feelings.... and I couldn't ignore them

so I said to "her" that I love her

oh and he said there he's got a girlfriend in his real life

but that didn't disturb me to say it to her

and she told me that she also love me....

so we live for 5 months!!!!!!! :stunned:

5 months he lied to me....

and then he told me the truth....hes a boy, he havent got a girlfriend he isn't mute......

maybe you think I should hate him.. . I thought the same...

but I can't hate him, I love him

then I knew so we can see us and all could be better

I didn't tell "it" to my family (i mean that im bi) but i told it to a few friends and they really aceptet it. that was amazing

and im always thinking that if he didn't had a female, gay char, ive never met him or realised that im bi

so I think its good so

I forgive him

yeah it hurted me but it hurtet also him, anyhow he lives 5 months with hard lies....

thanx for reading my weird story :D

I guess it is a really long story :P *waits*

 

yeah i told

its a very short form :P

so have fun to listen :D