May 29, 200917 yr hah hah. i took like a quarter of it out of my bag [which is still a SHITLOAD:D:D:D:D] and just sat there looking at it and playing with it :lol: :D warning: marisa's spazzing I'M SO FUCKING TIRED AND SICK OF THIS PAIN!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!NOTHING IS WORKING, NO ONE'S HELPING!! ITS BEEN TO DAMN LONG!!! I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE, I REALLY REALLY REALLY CAN'T!! I'M GOING FUCKING INSANE!! I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING A WALL OR THROWING MY COMPUTER ACROSS MY ROOM. I'm done. done. done. done. done. done. done. done. This pain needs to fucking stop now, but it won't, not for a while. Even if i can still get tested for compartment syndrome wednesday, that's still SO far away!! and then the surgery would be even farther!! ITS TOO MUCH TO FUCKING HANDLE AT THIS POINT!!! IT'S BEEN BREAKING ME DOWN LITTLE BY LITTLE AND I JUST CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE!! I really really really can't handle it anymore!!!! My pain tolerance went through the roof at least a month ago!!! I can't concentrate in school and then I fail tests. I can't sleep. I never feel like doing anything. It puts me in really bad/pissed off/miserable moods out of no where. Last night it was so bad, I didn't feel like I could walk!! I was trying to get up for 2 HOURS!! And dealing with this pain is SO FUCKING EXHAUSTING!!!!!!!! I just can't do it anymore. I can't handle it. It makes me insane. This pain causes too fucking much and takes a ridiculous toll on my life. And now supposedly I'll miss my preseason!!!!!!! And I'd really appreciate it if people could stop fucking telling me how "extremely painful" the compartment test is!!! THE.PAIN.NEEDS.TO.STOP. but it won't. :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bigcry: :bomb: :bomb: :bomb:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MARISA!!!! :wreck: im so sorry i was gone eating dinner there for a bit! OMG OMG! NO!!! :bigcry: this makes me so so so sad :cry: i seriously feel so bad!!! :bigcry: i with there was something i could do for u! like i lived closer and could help you :hug: :hug: :bigcry: :bigcry: awww please please take care of yourself....i know u prolly already are tho......:hug: Awww ........this makes me so sad to hear my friends if they are in pain! :bigcry:
May 29, 200917 yr MARISA!!!! :wreck: im so sorry i was gone eating dinner there for a bit! OMG OMG! NO!!! :bigcry: this makes me so so so sad :cry: i seriously feel so bad!!! :bigcry: i with there was something i could do for u! like i lived closer and could help you :hug: :hug: :bigcry: :bigcry: awww please please take care of yourself....i know u prolly already are tho......:hug: Awww ........this makes me so sad to hear my friends if they are in pain! :bigcry: now i'm sad that your sad :( :bigcry:
May 29, 200917 yr NO! dont u even be sad about that!!! i just like my friends to be happy and not in pain like u said u were! :hug: :hug: and sorry for commenting on about 113 of your pics on FB !:lol:!
May 29, 200917 yr thanks liz :hug: i don't like it when my friends are in pain either. :( i was just talking to my friend and i was telling her how i was spazzing earlier and going insane and explained how bad the whole thing really is [she didn't know, no one really does] and i said how it was so bad this week, and she said she could tell and that it really shows. :\ hah hah. don't worry!!! i spammed yours :D
May 29, 200917 yr HAHAHA im going to take the hottest Chris pic for u at my coming show and its gonna be all yours :hug: :hug: :sneaky: i know tho i dont like ppl to know im in pain either............:( i have rarely cried in front of anyone unless its my close family or something.....:(
May 29, 200917 yr YES!!!!!! :D:D:D:heart::hug::heart::kiss: yeah, me too. ugh, my mom's being a stickler with the 10 o'clock rule tonight. so i gotta get off :( maybe i'll be able to go to bed early :D night liz!! love you :hug::heart:
May 29, 200917 yr I've been crying all over school for the past few days because of my teachers :bigcry:
May 29, 200917 yr you must of been very attached to your teachers zoe.....i know i feel so sorry for your situation too :(
May 29, 200917 yr Yeah, I'm reallyyyyyy close with my teachers :\ I still can't believe they're leaving :bigcry: And WTF, I was just watching the final round of the National Spelling Bee, and the kid blew the EASIEST word ever and lost! I CANNOT believe that he didn't get it right, I was screaming the spelling at the TV :stunned: :P
May 29, 200917 yr Author :curtain: darling you scorn us for saying "hey", when all you're doing is eternally peeking from behind curtains.
May 29, 200917 yr darling you scorn us for saying "hey", when all you're doing is eternally peeking from behind curtains. I was about to point out the exact same thing :P
May 29, 200917 yr Hey everyone! @Mars: :hug: @ Zoe: well, that's life, people come and go. I have had to get used to it :\ (but the good memories stay forever) @ Lauren: hooray for being a senior! @Liz: what are you doing this summer, besides Coldplay concerts? @Briggs: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :lol:
May 29, 200917 yr hey Lore.....:nice: me ........... well im just at home for the summer...... and seeing my friends :dance: back home a lot lately who i miss terribly when im away at campus :(....and trying to find a job! :shifty: one of my moms' friends thought she could use me as a secretary at her business but once i got home she flaked out on us :angry: so so much for that! :( and im taking an online science course too, just to get ahead and to get it out of the way since its just a silly requirement i have to take to gradutate........and no labs either since its online! :lol: works out nicely..... :D
May 29, 200917 yr ^^ Oh, sorry for the secretary job not going thru. Online classes, I only took Health online in high school. Actually, it was Life Management or something like that, but it was like taking Health. So I have no clue about college online classes, but that's good you're getting ahead. Gen Eds are silly, but I didn't have to take them because the Honors classes counted as Gen Eds :lol: (ok, I am working on thesis, which is not that fun, but it allow me to get away with that)
May 29, 200917 yr hey guys. my graduation is tomorrow! Cool! :D It's high school graduation time here as well. My HS ceremony was at the Dome at my uni/college, so I know it's been chaotic this week...
May 29, 200917 yr Yah Erick :dance: thats EXITING!!! :D:D:D and yeah Lore.....im pretty much gonna die when my ssenior year comes and i have to write my freaking novel.....aka thesis............fuck history majors :disappointed: :P:P
May 29, 200917 yr omgjeflhelfkhsrlkhgkrsbtkbsa!!!! The Killers on TV!! Is it on Craig Ferguson??? EDIT: it's on David Letterman He's singing "Dustland Fairytale," sounds so pretty, and so much better live!!! Brandon Flowers :bomb: :dead: :bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead::bomb: :dead: EDIT: awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!awesome!
May 29, 200917 yr I don't really feel like posting on here, because: a. Everyone has forgotten who the hell I am right now b. They really don't care. But I'm bored, so you know, why not.
May 29, 200917 yr I don't really feel like posting on here, because: a. Everyone has forgotten who the hell I am right now b. They really don't care. But I'm bored, so you know, why not. Hi Diana!
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