Anxiety and worry has taken over me the past week causing me to feel sad. I'm so glad this week is coming closer to an end. Always look on the bright side of life. I will.

 

I feel I'm always relied on but I can't rely on people :(. Hmmm.

 

I can never make up my mind, always changing my mind, can't make the decision, it could soon be too late. Is it ever too late?

 

 

I need to find a prom dress...

 

 

So many thoughts...

 

 

I'm gonna listen to music now, it seems to get me through everything.

i'm so happy to know that jesse quin will openn the mumford&sons gigs i cant even... *teary eyes of happiness*

I feel awful. :sick:

My hair is stupid... Why can't it stay combed once I comb it? :angry:

Fuck. Why did I have to try and climb those vines and fall and die and lose all my stuff :angry: Fucking Minecraft.

Fuck. Why did I have to try and climb those vines and fall and die and lose all my stuff :angry: Fucking Minecraft.

 

I feel your pain, bro. :p

Time for sleeeeeeeep

wrong.

wrong.

wrong.

wrong.

damn what was my password again :angry:

SCHOOL IS CLOSED!!!! I DO NOT HAVE TO FINISH THAT BLOODY GEOLOGIC TIME SCALE!!! WUUUU

I wonder if she will appreciate my help.

I don't want to think. I'm tired. I need music.

Yesterday night I couldn't sleep a lot because of flu... I was in some kind of half-sleep, so I had this kind of dream, a very weird one...

 

 

There was an English army prepared to fight for me: they were Middle Age soldiers planning the best attack strategy in a technological spaceship with white walls and pavement... Coldplay were probably among them too. But I couldn't understand who the enemy was. I wasn't physically present, it was just my conscience able to screen the entire place.

Suddenly I see some lift doors opening in another room, and a (probably) Scottish army walking out of it on the watch for the enemy - Rory, the Doctor Who character was guiding them. But there was nobody in there. So I understood that England and Scotland were allies. And when I returned to the other room, the control room, as I heard what soldiers were talking about, I found out the enemy was my flu.

 

 

Yeah, so... I guess it's because yesterday I finished reading Macbeth and because I've been watching a lot of Doctor Who episodes lately (not yesterday though).

ETIAW is inspirational.

My neck!

That feeling of unacceptable, being taken for granted, sometimes all it takes to make me, you, feel better is bloody good song.

Damn I'm going to f*ck up my test tomorrow:(

^Me too, if my teacher decides to examine me. I had to do this Biology project and didn't have time to study for the examination at all. Well fuck it. Good luck to you!

I convinced myself that everything is going to be okay.

Well, that was a confidence boost.

Ugh. Just 'cause I did it really well the first time, everyone expects that I have a natural talent for it...but I'm afraid that if I try it again I'll fail. I feel like I'm fooling everyone into believing that I have that skill, when I'm not sure I do. My first is almost always my best, and everything else gets judged by that and compared to it. That's why I'm afraid...afraid that I'm really no good at it at all...but I've fooled everyone, and even myself, into believing something that can't be... :\

'Closer' is too hot a song to be legal.:)

Mu muscles are busted, but I feel good...a good feeling after training, sipping a warm cup of tea!

That was way too much pizza... :sick:

I don't want to wake up early

i am gonna wake up early :p