Since my last painful semi-breakup last summer (Which resulted in me fleeing my country haha) I think I've found someone I really like, really, maybe, a lot. Who knows.

 

When do you know if its the start of something special?

 

I certainly didnt sense it with the last girl I fell in love with, I just thought she was hot, not a superb human being (Gahd I need a life).

 

But I've known some nice girls since then and genuinely enjoyed being around them, or maybe it was the cocaine, but now I think I've found a girl I am digging. The problem is, I only know her at work, Im going to have to transfer that to knowing her outside of it, and that requires asking her out. I dont have much of a problem asking but it dawned on me, that if she said no, it would crush me. I'm such a confident guy and the reason I have no problem asking a girl out is because I do it when I'm sure she'll say yes, and if she doesnt, ach.

 

Oh well, wish me luck on my love boat voyage.

awwwww... Reillo is in luuuuuff!!!

Good Luck Reillo... :kiss:

 

 

btw, he disappeared... AGAIN!!! son of a :censored:

Hehe I dont quite think its love yet but she is lovely.

 

Thanks Mariana ;)

 

He disappeared? Gah! :sick:

yeah... i think we have a 3 week expiration date... after that everything gets fucked up!!

:lol:

Awww! Thats so weird, best of luck with him Mariiee.

 

Break that expiration date and let things get mouldy :nice:

I've just gotten a text from her! Its 4:38am people!

 

Ah geee!!! Im a giddy schoolgirl :nice:

Congrats! Maybe she likes schoolgirls, too. How great would that be? :D

:shocked:

 

Hahaha, not quite sure what to make of that. But thanks! :nice:

You make a sandwich, of course! Duh! ;)

Well ain't that just nice!

haha way to go reillo! take her to a coldplay gig :wacko:

just please don't take her to mcdonald's on the first date... ;)

Good luck ya big hunk-o-love.

oooh what did the text say? i completely understand the "giddy schoolgirl" thats what i am!

 

 

i like 2 guys at the moment. one at work, though i dont think we are right for each other, but hey, i still like him!

 

the other one i met at new years and had a bit of a fling there which we never really resolved. i saw him on the weekend at the Mardi Gras and we said hello and it was so wierd i didnt know what to say to him, and we just left it at hello. all the girls seem to like him, they were all hanging around him and giggling lol... oh and hes the school captain at his school...

 

i think hes going to be at my friends birthday party tomorrow which im going to (his friend is going out with my friend) so i wonder what will happen there!

 

plus, noone knows that i like him, im too afraid to tell anyone in fear that it would get back to him (and it definetly would). but a fair few know about my work crush lol... ahh what to do...

 

sorry about the long post, im sure noone will read it all but it felt good to let it all out... :D

hey Bonabon good luck with the party, maybe you'll see this fella again and something might happen. haha you could be like oh fancy meeting you here and act all suprised :P. once you get to know him/suss him out he might actually seem really awesum OR when you saw him at the mardi gras he felt the same as you :P:P

yeh hes a pretty nice guy. it was so weird at New Years, after our fling thing, we got seperated, sobered up a bit, then too shy to talk to each other. (im very self-conscious and never think im good enough for anyone - yes horrible i know... so i was shy, i didnt what he felt).

anyway a group of us ended up walking for hours around the streets after the celebrations and he was there too. then we decided to go to one of the guys places to get some sleep. (yes i know, i had just met them, but they were really nice and my friend went out with thier friend who were also there...). the guy also stayed over, but we didnt really speak. in the morning though, we were in the bathroom together for a minute because i asked if i could borrow some of his toothpaste. i could barely look him in the eyes for a second lol...

haha i seedily took a pic of him (yes sleeping) on my camera phone lol. hey its not as bad as you think lol...

 

yes tomorrow, i shall somehow communicate with him... hmm a friend of mine who is a huge flirt, was saying to me, "hes so mine!" (yes she was lighthearted, but she would mean it. and anyway, noone knows i like him...)

i dont know if she will get her way, shes gonna be very partially dressed and i dont think he likes those sorta girls...

 

well heres hoping...

 

and thanks for wishing me luck and reading my loooong post, i wish i could write essays as fast as i write this! :D

HAHA thats funny, you got some pics of him sleeping. lets hope your friend doesnt try and get this guy. you gotta snavel him up before your mates do!!!! all you probably need to do is break the ice, (not including NY), like do something stupid and then start convo from there. or even better he might start convo with you!! then woo you go girl!! :p

 

im pretty shy when it comes to things like that to, i have it downpat in my head but putting it to action? no way. i liked this guy and i wanted to sorta hint at getting to know him better. i was gunna ask him to the movies but then i thought, "what if he says no", then id get caught up in all the ways he could say no. then one day (last week) my friend said, look yyou're never gunna know if you dont try it. if he regects you then move on at least you know u tried. so i mustered up the courage (my palms were sweaty and i had to keep wiping them on my shirt haha) and said hey wanna hang out sometime...and he said yes!!!!!!!!!!

so now we are goin to the city sunday!! wooo

haha heeey i only took one photo! im not that perverted! :D yeh i can really see her putting the moves on him, but i think he'll just be afraid (like many other guys that have fallen prey. its really quite funny watching.) and from what i hear, she'll basically look like a tart, and i think that'll drive him away (and many other guys). so it gives me more of a chance!

yeh i should break the ice somehow, but i dont know. haha i can just see myself saying "hehe remember that time at new years... that was funny..." then we nervously laugh and it will be all wrecked lol... no i dont think il be that stupid.

at the Mardi Gras, he approached me to say hello. it all happened so fast that i dont really remember what exactly happened! like if he actually approached me on purpose, or if he did because we happened to catch eachothers eyes when he was walking near me... hmm no i think he approached me, it looked like it from what i remember...

 

and you know what, im a bit of an idiot. i hooked up with this guy there because he wouldnt stop pestering me (i really mean he wouldnt stop!) i kept on saying no, but he wouldnt take it, then i said "but im not drunk enough!" and he presented me with straight smirnoff, so i just said yes. but the thing is i did it where everyone was, including the guy! im hoping he didnt see, but even if he didnt, he wouldve probably found out! and i hooked up with the guy a couple of times... grrrr i sorta regret that, only because the guy was there...

 

OMG im really excited tomorrow! lol...

 

"have it downpat in my head but putting it to action? no way."

omg, that is exactly me! i put all these scenarios in my head, but they never turn out right, and i regret it!

 

omg im sooo excited for you about your date! now YOU go girl! :D

i would reply more on that, but my brother is screaming at me to get off ARGH. so if i dont talk to you by the time you go on your date, BEST OF LUCK! i hope you get him girl! ;)

 

wish me luck too!

i just lost a girl

she did the dirt on me

oh..poor guy. :kiss:

there's plenty more fish in the sea

oh, that's bad, A few words. :(

 

Lat year i had a crush on a guy... we never talked or anything, but later there were two occasions when we spoke a few words to each other. eventually i wrote him an e-mail telling him that i liked him, but i never received a reply or anything. but it was ok as it was. now i don't like him that much but i'm still nervous when i see him (which happens rarely :) ).

 

anyway, now i like a guy who acts a bit different. we spoke a few times and i really like it when he greets me. :) maybe because he actually notices me before i greet him. :D I'd really like to start a conversation with him, but i guess i can't just jump at him. :lol: i don't really know what i'd like to have with him. I'd like to hang out, but i'm afraid that he'll say no when i ask him. :/

Damn you Reilly! My heart has now been broken twice within two weeks!

I hope things work out for you though, pal.

 

Kisses.

Ah relationships.

All this talk makes me dreamy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Abba~Dancing Queen

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So here is the story of your lofe (cocaine included)

 

"On My Way"

 

I want to kill this man but he turned around and ran.

I'll kill him with karate that I learned in Japan.

He wouldn't see my face. I wouldn't leave a trace.

I wouldn't use a bullet cause a bullet's a disgrace.

 

Aw, mom, I never thought that I was a murdering man

But tonight I'm on my way.

 

There's this drawer that I know in a house up the road

That's full of things that are easily sold.

When they go out of town I could go and snoop around

And make myself rich off the things that I found.

 

Aw, mom, I never thought that I was a stealing man

But tonight I'm on my way.

 

I was sitting on the bleacher staring at the speaker,

Reading his lips but I could not understand.

So I opened up my ears and clearly I could hear

This detailed story all about a grain of sand.

 

Aw, mom, I always dreamt of being a good listener

So tonight I'm on my way.

 

There's this kid you gotta meet. He lives across the street.

He's got spirit and heart. We're ten years apart.

He is up for anything. He can hang with anyone.

He still likes the things we used to think were fun.

 

Aw, mom, I never thought that I could have a friend

But tonight I'm on my way.

 

I'm in love with someone who's as pretty as a flower.

Her life give me power so I'm buyin' her a ring.

She makes hats with her hands. She is such an artist.

I'm her biggest fan and I'm teaching her to sing

 

Aw, mom, I never thought that I could love no one

But tonight I'm on my way.

 

 

Ben Kweller - On My Way

 

 

So Reilly, in short, I hope all works out..if not with this gal, some gal! and then you can experience the most lovely feeling around this dreary place called Planet Earth. So get on your way, become a man and ask her out :)