November 12, 200916 yr why did you do this to me? i barely knew you, i didn't mean anything to you.. why must you have used me like this.. do i look like a peace of meat to you? do you even know how horrible you make me feel? now i have this child, your child, the one you'll never get to meet because he doesn't mean anything to you. thanks for the tears and the pain.. i will love it more than anything, is my way of telling him that even if his "dad" is a bastard he doesn't deserve an abortion, or a horrible life for that matter, i hate you. sorry if this bothers anyone, but i had to post it somewhere.
November 17, 200916 yr Why can't you understand that when I don't talk to you when you address me, it's only because you will talk for the next THIRTY MINUTES NONSTOP and cut into my precious warm-up time!?! I cannot play properly if I haven't warmed up, you nitwit!
November 17, 200916 yr Where was Sebastian? Why wasn't he there? D: One of my main reasons for going was the cute german guy. >.< Religious people aren't supposed to lie or whore cute guys in girl schools!
December 29, 200916 yr Author Remember me? I don't know if you'll ever see this because things have changed so much in the past year (I'm obviously hoping you do, though :P), but that doesn't mean I don't still miss you. I don't want to seem like a silly and lovestruck little teenager but I'm always afraid I come off that way. I always thought you were the one for me (I know I shouldn't say "always", since it was just a matter of months), and I still believe that you are the one for me. I've had my fair share of crushes and I've done silly things but oh god, I haven't once forgotten about you. Us. The chances that we'll end up together again and pursuing our dreams together are probably slim, but I haven't lost complete faith in us. Isn't that crazy? I've changed a lot this year but I'm still in love with you.
December 29, 200916 yr So is this like, a thread where I can randomly talk to myself? Okay. Out of all the nights my dad came online, it was last night and he was creeped out by everyone's depression talk in crests thread, and it made for an interesting car ride conversation.
December 29, 200916 yr Arglebloopleoomphagrowler! quertinecstartytinpeclinsterornry wopadoosy. But I just can't say it! Darn it!!:laugh3:
December 29, 200916 yr It still feels like I love you. And though it doesn't change anything, that alone makes me calm and strangely happy, because I'm alive again. Thank you for it so very very much...
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