dont know what to do :cry:

what

your not giving us much to go on here

what happened?

reminds me of the Graham Coxon song. <3

:shrug: what's going on afi?

^how'd you know my name!? :confused:

your not giving us much to go on here

 

This.

 

^how'd you know my name!? :confused:

 

Cuz she is Bea (aka Ari) she changed her username and thats why you don't know who she is.

whattt

Are you foaming at the mouth?

Are you are mad without a doubt?

Are you going out of your mind?

Is the tv got you going blind?

Dave, do you do a lot of rhyming?

You have excellent timing :nice:

 

 

Seriously though. Can you give us a bit more?

Dave, do you do a lot of rhyming?

You have excellent timing :nice:

 

 

Seriously though. Can you give us a bit more?

 

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RDbOlfKVQY]YouTube- Graham Coxon Freakin' Out[/ame]

;)

Yet another clichéd way to gain attention.

okay, let me begin my (true) story that just happened a few days ago.

 

so i'm now living in the US as international student. my parents are in my country (indonesia)

 

so (again), let me just begin the story..

last week was kinda terrible week (i guess), i had a pollen allergy when i found out from the doctor because of this spring season that makes me soooo sickkkk :sad:... it sounds normal, but i wonder why i couldnt breathe every each day when i wanted to go to sleep until i should wait for two hours to close my eyes and relieve my lungs to be normal again.. it was sucks really.. (but im okay now)..

 

at the same time, my parents got a very bad disease (cause they're about 60s).. so many complicated diseases going on i think.. my mom got a broken back and my dad had to get a surgery for his foot (some of his bones bones must be dredged in). the bad news was they didnt tell me about until i knew that from my sister in california.. she told me that my parents got those diseases when i had a pollen allergy last week. then, when i asked to my mom about her disease, she said that it was not important to talk about... and i suddenly thought about something else; they just want me to be safe and healthy in here. (this was not okay until now :bigcry:

 

plus, i recklessly joined a volunteer in the university to gain my personal experience. but my dad doesn't want me to do that.. so when i joined there, i tried to not tell him afterwards... even finding a job.. he said i better get enough credits to transfer to the university first, then think about a career (i dont think it would be worked out afterwards cause finding a job at uni would be harder than at college) unfortunately, they eventually knew from my mom because of my dad had been asking me about the interview that i did last week (which was actually my paper interview, not for volunteer interview).. so yeah.. my mom told to my dad that the interview was for my volunteer.. whereas it was actually NOT for that and she was misunderstanding.. my dad accepted my choice, but it sounded like he didnt agree with me. SO (again and again),i was freaking out at that time cause i dont know right now what they are really want......

 

i terribly sad right now..i dont know what to do... i have a plan to go back to my hometown later in august.. but now the situation is really sucks.. i cant believe that its kinda hard to learn to be an adult.. im 17 and i think im still acting like a kid.. :bigcry:

 

P.S: i've been living in the us almost a year, but english is still not good in speaking and writing.. gahh.. hopefully you guys can understand what im saying.. :sad2:

 

thanks for people who've been asking me.. im really appreciate that :kiss:

Nah, your English is fine :nice:

 

I'm sorry, you're in a very difficult situation. I hope you and your parents feel better!

 

thanks for people who've been asking me.. im really appreciate that :kiss:

you made a thread begging for attention, people aren't exactly going out of their way to ask 'wtf?'.

^ huh?

But if you're okay now and your dad accepted your choices since he's your dad and he loves you and wants you to be happy, then there's nothing to really freak out about there. If you're freaking out about growing up and all the responsibilities that go with it, yeah its scary, but the rewards are worth it. It takes time to get used to it all and many, many people feel the same way, and you don;t just turn into an adult overnight, enjoy your youth because you only have it once!

^what he said.. hang in there :hug:

Are you foaming at the mouth?

Are you are mad without a doubt?

Are you going out of your mind?

Is the tv got you going blind?

 

i think the third one would be my answer :wink3:

i think that everyone freaks out about getting older. i mean right now i am considering i'm about to graduate and am scared as hell to get a job, and know that my life is going to change. even though it's extremely scary, at the same time i know there's nothing i can do about it.

 

I wish you the best w/ your current situation. I'm sure in the end it'll turn out fine.

take a deep breath and count to 10, like what Jack Shephard from Lost does.

take a deep breath and count to 10, like what Jack Shephard from Lost does.

 

:lol: :thumbsup:

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWUJw7Dq5uo]YouTube- everything will be ok[/ame]

^awww :blush:

 

thanks for sharing the cutie video.. :nice:

 

im trying to make this situation to be ok though.. im trying to act like an adult.. i know i can do it :cool:

 

P.S: need your support guys :dance: